I don't want the world to end in 2012 but it has already alarmed us about the ending. I've just finished my SPM. There are so many things waiting for me. I want to get further education, job, love, family and kids. God you're the only one who can save us all. You're the only one we can depend on. ♥

Tell me a way.

Tell me a way to stop loving you!! All your words are still echoing in my ears. You birthday is approaching. I wish I could be with you. You were very sick last year. Hope you're fine always. ♥

Test.

I failed my jpj test. Both. That was terrible. I ran to my dad, hugged him and started crying. Seriously, I got panicked and nervous. Paid RM70 for retest which is on 28th April. I know I'm wasting my parents money. I'm not a gooooood driver at all. :'(

P.S. : Still crying.

Here Got Ghosts.

That was the title of the movie we watched yesterday. It was a Malay movie titled Sini Ada Hantu. After ages, I went out with Kirthiga. Of course, our cutie girl Visha came with us too. Kir came to my house at 7am and we moved from our house around 10.30am with Visha by bus from my taman la. We went to S'ban Terminal. After reaching there, Sharva was waiting for us. Then, we bought tickets for 12.10pm show and waited for a while snapping some pictures. A guy from the GSC scolded us for taking pictures with the standing. We were like WTH !! The movie started. It was the funniest ghost movie I've ever watched in my life. I think we just screamed once or twice throughout the movie.

After the movie, we went to eat. We ate at Mcd. After eating, we went to Popular. That was the best part. We were seeing some books and taking pictures with them. Then, I saw funky specs were also sold there. We took pictures with the specs also. I was the one who was very scared if anyone would see and scold us. It would be really embarrassing if it happened but fortunately nobody saw.

Then Sharva went back. So only three of us were there. Kir wanted to buy a casual bag for her. So she bought one for her and one for her mum. They were really cute. And Visha bought a wallet for her bro. Then we were just looking for sandals and Visha bought a pair of sandals. They were simple and nice. Then then then, Visha wanted to buy jeans. So we entered a shop. Clothes were cheap there. So she bought jeans there and we also tried few blouses. :D

Then, we were just wandering there and looking at men's clothes. We were just talking what kind of clothes we would buy for our bfs if we had one. That was funny but true aint? Then, we went back by bus again. Seriously we were so exhausted and my back was painful. We stopped at Sheli's house for a while. She was about to go out. I took her pictures and we went back la. I know I repeated the word 'then' million times. :)

Regrets.

How would you feel if someone came and told you that your ex bf regretted for loving and he felt you destroyed his life? If me, I would die inside. And just now his friends came to my house. They are my friends too. One of them said so to me. When I asked what he really told him, he said he was just lying and asked me to forget. Although it's a lie, it's disturbing me.

Let me ask myself, did I cheat him? No, I didn't. If lying is a cheat, then everyone in the world is a cheater. Nobody knows how much I love him. I didn't get attracted to any other guys after he left me. NO ONE!! Nobody could be like him. I tried to be close with guys so that I could forget him but still I couldn't. I gave up in everything.

"I'm just unlucky. We're not meant to be together." This is what I always tell to me and convince myself.

So, I prefer if nobody talks about him to me. My friends don't. They understand me well. Ok ?

Boredom.

My nails are turquoise now. :D

127 Hours at JJ.

Sorry for the late update. On last Sunday, Visha, Sharva and I went to Jusco. Other friends couldn't make it because they were busy. Around 12.30pm, Visha and I went to Sharva's house in S2 and took our lunch there. Then, her mum sent us to Jusco. We wanted to watch Green Hornet but since the show was finished, we bought tickets for 127 Hours movie. I watched the trailer and it sounded not bad. The movie was going to start at 5.30pm. So, until that we were shopping.

I bought nail polishes from Elianto. One was turquoise and another one was red chilli. Then, we went to Popular bookshop. Sharva bought some greeting cards and I bought Cleo. Visha wanted to buy jeans but we couldn't find a nice one. Visha and I ended up buying two similar orange tshirts which was rm10 each. That was really cheap. I know. To pass time, I was trying a yellow dress. It was cute but the price could make a big hole in your pocket. RM107!! I think I can get the same kind of dress at normal shop for RM30.

Then, we went to the theater. Sharva bought hotdogs, popcorn and drinks for us. Thanks syg!! The funniest part of our outing was the movie. The movie was nice but kinda boring. The story was about a guy who went for climbing at canyon. His hand was trapped in a stone and he couldn't escape from it. So, he was there trying all the possible chances to get out from it for 127 hours which were about 5 days. I couldn't watch some scenes. NOT VULGAR SCENES OK!! He tried to cut his hand in order to survive. Seriously, Visha and I couldn't watch it. I told my friends I'm not gonna be a doctor. I hid my face behind my hair and she hid her face behind her Coke. Funny right? There was a couple sitting behind us. Indian couples. The guy was funny. His handphone rang when the situation was so silent and the ringtone was so funny. It was an old Tamil song. Since we knew the song, we burst out laughing and looked at them.

After the movie ended, we were really unsatisfied with the movie. The ticket price was rM12 but it wasn't worth it. We should have watched some other better movie but it was too late. Around 7pm, Sharva's parents fetch us up and brought us to a Chinese shop for dinner. The food was awesome. The photos are on my Facebook. Ok bye. :D