Disappointment much.

Yeah I'm disappointed much. A lot. JPA results came out on last Friday at 5pm. But I took an hour to open the website because the the line was so busy. The result was shocking. I'm offered to study in local. I have to do matriculation in Perak Matriculation College and later degree under JPA in any local Uni. Isn't this unfair ? I got 9a+ and this is all I got. There are students who got less a+ than me got to study in oversea and local Uni. Of course I can't compare myself with others. I couldn't sleep yesterday and was crying. Feel like my result worth nothing. Tried to convince myself atleast I got something than other students who didn't get anything at all. But my result deserves better ain't ? Anyways, congratulations to my best friend, Kir who got offer to study in IMU and then degree in oversea( i don't know where yet) and Prasanth who got to study in UTHO, Johor. I'll try to appeal but I have no hope of getting better offer. Just go with the flow la.