Regrets.

How would you feel if someone came and told you that your ex bf regretted for loving and he felt you destroyed his life? If me, I would die inside. And just now his friends came to my house. They are my friends too. One of them said so to me. When I asked what he really told him, he said he was just lying and asked me to forget. Although it's a lie, it's disturbing me.

Let me ask myself, did I cheat him? No, I didn't. If lying is a cheat, then everyone in the world is a cheater. Nobody knows how much I love him. I didn't get attracted to any other guys after he left me. NO ONE!! Nobody could be like him. I tried to be close with guys so that I could forget him but still I couldn't. I gave up in everything.

"I'm just unlucky. We're not meant to be together." This is what I always tell to me and convince myself.

So, I prefer if nobody talks about him to me. My friends don't. They understand me well. Ok ?