A thoughtful night.

I thought a lot last night. Lots of things. I had a deep heart to heart conversation with my friend. It was all about him and how and why I should move on. What she said was really true. Won't people laugh behind your back if they know you can't get over your ex even after 1 year+? Of course they will. My close friends will not but how about his friends, HIM and his new gf if he has one? I've tried so many times. It is also my new year resolution. You know how it feels when he's always in your mind although you try to delete the memories. I don't know what kind of feelings I have on him. Love, obsession or just affection ? But he doesn't leave my mind at all. Why do I still care about him ? Why should I care what he's doing, how and where he is? Does he care about me? Does he ever feel sorry for me? Not at all. He's so happy with his life. He has moved on. He's completely different now from how he was with me. I don't know if this is his true character but he didn't show to me because he was in love with me.

Ok Anu move on!!! Forget everything. You have better things to do. Focus on your future plans. You wanna do biotech with full scholarship right? Bye!