Results.

I feel very paranoid nowadays. What are really examinations for? Why are they so important? A single white paper determines our lives entirely.

Although I get good marks in my subjects, I will never tell myself that I'm a bright student. It really pisses me off when people say I will get all A's. It's just because I'm in the top 5. Errrrrr. Common guys. You know how many best students in our country itself? Like thousands. Even my school have genius students. I'm still weak in many subjects like account, BM and MORAL!!! Moral?? It could be the easiest subject that ever existed but the hardest one for me. My mum always says I'm not a 'budak bermoral'. It really gets on my nerves.

I really wish I was born rich. Poverty kills me! Ok I'm not very poor but just typical. I had to squeeze all my energy and brain to study. If I was rich, I wouldn't crave for scholarships or sponsors. I could study anything I want with my own money in some private colleges. Without scholarship, my dreams will never come true. With the heavy competition, I have a very little hope for getting a scholarship.

Besides that, I'm not very good in co-curricular. Sports and me are like the earth and sky. It matters a lot for choosing a best student. Errr. Thinking of it makes my blood boil.

Results. Many are saying that results are gonna come out on 28th of Feb which are just few days away. I'm eager to know my results yet at the same time it worries me a lot.

Ok however, just hope for the best. I pray for you and you pray for me. :)