Get well soon Mum! ♥

~With my mum at Penang. ~

Oh yess my mum is back from hospital. She's better now although she's still sick. Hope she will sleep peacefully tonight. She told me she hasn't had a good sleep since last Monday. The hospital atmosphere makes her sicker. And my parents are asking me to be a DOCTOR!! I know I can be one. I can do anything. But I'm not sure If I have passion for being one. When I was small, I wanted to be a doctor. After entering Form 1, I wanted to be an accountant because I love Mathematics. Then, in Form 4, I wanted to do biotech because I didn't like accounting but BIOLOGY. See I don't know what I want to do. After getting my results, my whole family is asking me to do medicine. So I came back to my first ambition. Being a doctor. The worse thing is being a doctor is very competitive. As I know almost all the straight A+'s students want to be a doctor. Only some them chose other fields like engineering. I'm totally blur.

Adding dilemmas to dilemmas that I've already had, my friend asked me a question. Well it's about love and my ex bf. She asked what I would do if I'm proposed by a guy after entering college. I told her I would think. But honestly, I wouldn't think nor love the new guy. As everyone knows I still love my ex. Crazy ain't ? Yes, I know I'll never get him back. I don't even have a small degree of hope. But something holds me. Something tells me that he's my soul mate. Hahaha. And I told to my another friend maybe he might have a very very little amount of love on me. Who knows. I added if I ever think so, I'm the stupidest girl in the world. And she said,"YOU ARE." Maybe he's in love with some one else. But I was his first love. I know his each and every character. But it's fine if he's with another person. I don't want him back though.

For now, I want my mum to get well. I wanna go shopping with her. I have lots of things to buy. Nothing is better than shopping with your mum.